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Reminiscence: I told you so
I doubt anyone will read this who still remembers me from my "glory days" on the Complaints Forum. They were great times! I was in college, and dressed so fabulously, and did a distinctive eye makeup trick people still ask me about to this day. I was so objective and intellectual, so self-loathing. Self-loathing was just the cool, objective, funny, intellectual thing to be! I drank vodka hidden in coke and no-flavor Listerine from waking up until I went to bed, and barely even tried to kill myself! All the racism, the sexism, the homophobia and transphobia, all that shit was so ironic and so funny if you were enlightened enough to be ironic. I had a place where I was thriving, a lovely, cynical place full of 4chan-adjacent humor. Funny thing was, Nazis kept showing up. Oh, they were such friendly Nazis, though! You have to be able to get along with people outside of your ideological spectrum. Everybody was equal on the Complaints Forum! Jewish, Black, Trans, Gay, Nazi, these are all
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>let several months to a year pass
>return to deviantart
>feel peculiar mixture of nostalgia and shame
>holy shit people can change their names now what
>if anyone's still watching me, see you again in a year or so
I am OK, you are OK?
I haven't been on DeviantART in a while, huh? The last few months have just kinda slipped by, and I just had zero interest in checking the forums. Now, I'm remembering just enough to say hello to all my old DA buddies. You exist, and so do I! :highfive:
Last August, I got myself one of those "boyfriend" things everyone has been talking about, and I don't regret it. However, he does take up a lot of my time, and I currently have very little motivation to run around picking fights on the internet. Arguing is a very diverting pastime, and sharpens your critical thinking skills, when done properly, but it hasn't appealed to me as much these past
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I'm tired.
I read about human society and it drains me, drums and hypocrisies leading to war. True breakthroughs are trampled underfoot for the next big thing pop science sensation. Disease we had eradicated return because of fears and rumors about the vaccines, based on one man's irreplicable junk science.
I'm tired of emotion winning the day. A man with words debates a man with facts and the man with words is elected. Debaters of Darwin are steeped in all the fallacies that have been brewing since he published, and trot them all out regularly before an audience. "My grandma was not a monkey" wins the crowds. Facts be damned. The junk and
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Maybe you have a natural, unconscious gift for getting people to open up. I know I always seem to attract weirdos and psych patients, but I've embraced it for the most part. Boundaries and all that! 